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The Chicago Sector
01:16
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2. |
Writing On The Wall
02:08
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It’s hard to try and shut off my brain
Trying to find a better way to disguise who I really am
Fake a smile for a while
Till my last day when I’m on trial for all the things I did
I struggle to find any answer to the questions that I have
Why do I always feel the way I do
When life has given me so much to be happy about
Why can’t I move on from the past
How much longer can I last
I’m trying to take what life gives me
Still always reminded that any second all of this could end
Not enough time for my soul to mend
What will I leave behind
I can’t take with me all my fucking pride
I can’t take with me all that I love
Holding onto hope what I believe in is real
Me for me besides regret what has this life given me
Question the motives of these so called real people
At a blink of an eye my fate could be sealed
Can’t have patience for things that threaten my peace
Fall to my knees praying for my release
Sometimes I feel like I don’t have nothing left to give
Don’t crucify me for trying to find a reason to live
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The Swarm
02:40
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Any ounce of trust I had for you is dead
I’ve heard the whispers and I’ve heard the rumors
Nothing is true anymore and I cannot recognize the person you’ve become
You let me down
No loyalty no pride just another coward with no fucking spine
You won’t infect this thing that is mine
You won’t infect the love that is mine
Nothing is sacred anymore
Wish I could turn back the clock forget when you came into my life
A whole bunch of sorry’s a whole bunch regrets mean nothing to me
When the bodies began to drop
How could you ever think you would end up on top
Don’t look my way
There’s nothing you could ever say
To bring back the happiness of those days
Do me a favor and stay the fuck away
You crossed the line
Thoughts of murder crossing my mind
Turning into the person I hate the most
I can’t see clear anymore
Visions of blood hitting the floor
Everything happening has happened before
My ability to love is gone
So many people I wish I could forget
What’s done is done, wishing you were dead
Don’t look my way
There’s nothing you could ever say
To bring back the happiness of those days
Do me a favor stay the fuck away from me
Don’t look my way
There’s nothing you could ever say
So many people I wish I could forget
What’s done is done, in my eyes you’re dead
So many people I wish I could forget
What’s done is done, wish you were dead
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Dying Memories
02:37
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Ask me what’s my fucking problem
Who would I be if I didn’t have one
Hate the way shit is going down
Hate the way life has kept everyone down
No options and only one way out
Trying to kill this cancer
Where do we go? I wish I had the answers to every single question
I wish I could rid this world of disease
Disease is what gives this meaning
What has to happen for me to shake this feeling
I think about our past and what we had planned to do
A never ending want to just to want something new
Is this all there is? To this life
That we live
Where do we go
When there is no one here
This pain is what keeps us here
What keeps us bonded
No sense in fear
Without you here I have nothing left
Thinking about all the things left unsaid
Thinking about all the signs I misread
I have nothing left
I don’t even fucking care
Tired of asking myself what am I still doing here
So close to losing it all
Everything I fear runs through these tears
My reflection tired of seeing it
I want to smash every fucking mirror
Tired of being reminded about all the things that tear at my mind
Death,
Tragedy,
Pain,
Dying memories
How could we know this life would pull us under
Death, tragedy and pain
All these fucking dying memories
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5. |
Incinerate
02:43
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Place the blame on others
Force them to see only your way
It’s far from the truth
You’re are far from a brother
Trying to make a name for yourself
We know what went down
We know what you did
Conflicted with the reality of your mistakes
Your wounds are self inflicted
Hiding in your corner
We know who you are
You’re forgetting, we know your kind
Scheming and putting on your disguise
Take a hard look at yourself
No matter what happens
You went from friend to a foe
Pushing yourself away from everyone you fucking know
Hiding from the truth, everywhere you go
Remember we know how it goes
This is the life you that you fucking chose
This is how it is
Real eyes see all the lies, and you’re bout to realize
That your actions hold more weight than you would know
Wise to the game, we’re not the same
Now my minds breeding
Nothing but hate
Come to know that this is my fate
And it’s already to fucking late
Respect from me you’ve never earned it
You never had what it takes
I’ll do it for my own til my last days
Live my own life, this side is where I’ll stay
We’ve seen them come see them go
We built this for ourselves
Never lived a life that wasn’t my own
No matter what happens
You went from friend to a foe
Pushing yourself away from everyone you fucking know
Hiding from the truth, everywhere you go
Remember we know how it goes
This is the life you that you fucking chose
Never again will I let this happen
Never again will I be burned
Never again will I let you in
Never again will I trust in you
Never again will I call you a friend
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Boiling Red
02:39
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Boiling Red
Blood is boiling
The heat is rising
The hate is calling my name
Thought I was denying
But the only thought in my head is you that I’m killing
Won’t be caught in the trap of a fools mind
Lookin’ back to days where our friendship wasn’t questioned
And where truth wasn’t denied
With all the lies coming to light
I know who’s got my back and i know its not you
Having a hard time looking at you and believing what the fuck is true
Won’t be caught in the trap of a fools mind
Lookin back to days where our friendship wasn’t questioned
And where truth wasn’t denied
With all the lies coming to light
Will I shoot my brains out next or yours I don’t got a clue
The voices in my brain tell me what the fuck I’m gonna do
What is true? Can’t be you
I always thought that I knew what this meant to you
What’s the point to all of this if there’s nothing left
Blindsided again another knife in my chest
Once looked at you like a brother and now I don’t know who you are
Your words left me broken now I have to bear these scars
Boiling Red
Lost in your own mind
Don’t know what’s real and what’s fake
Lost in your own heart
You never had what this life takes
Got no time for people who don’t give a fuck
Keep playing the fool til you’re shit outta luck
The fuck is true
Thought that I knew
What will I do?
The hate will ensue
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Cold Day In Chicago
03:01
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Look in my eyes, pain is all uou’ll see
Life continues to hold me down impossible to find peace
I recognize the stress
To much for my brain to digest
Won’t find peace with the hole in my chest
Another death
Another memory
Blood in the streets buried deep into the concrete
Venom runs deep we’re not looking for sympathy
The city continues to burn
We fight to be free
We’re all alone
This is what it is continue to run and you won’t even make it here
You can cry In the mirror that life ain’t fucking fair
Shut the fuck up no one cares
No one does they just pretend
Look out for yourself because when you need someone no one’s there
Fend for yourself or you’ll be left in the dust
No one to love and no one to trust
Darkness of this place is all I’ve known
Didn’t take me long to know we’re all alone
Projecting there hate is what they’ve grown to know
Protecting my life is what I’ve always known
Another death
Another memory
Blood in the streets buried deep into the concrete
Venom runs deep we’re not looking for sympathy
The city continues to burn
We fight to be free
We’re all alone
You can have that life I don’t fucking care
Ducking every hardship that appears
Running from failure and getting caught up
If you’re not from here shut the fuck up
Look out for yourself because when you need someone no one’s there
Fend for yourself or you’ll be left in the dust
No one to love and no one to trust
Pride in the city pumps through our veins
No matter the hate that flows through its heart
Blood on the streets
War for territory
Sadness, and pain
Just another city story
Don’t care about fake friendships
In the end it doesn’t really matter
Because right now
It’s only me right here
In my eyes there’s no more fucking tears
No more tears
No more tears
No more tears
Another death, another memory
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This Side Of The Dirt
02:41
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You think that living this way is what we love?
We had no other fucking option
You have no idea what it truly feels like
Keep watching over your shoulder
And watch your step
Take a look around and what do you see?
Another stupid motherfucker claiming something he’s trying to be
Be careful what you wish for you because you just might get it
You can keep talking shit we already know you can’t stand by it
Seen many like you come around
We know what’s about to go down
Just keep running your mouth
Don’t want no part, just blend into the crowd
Do you even care about the decisions you make
Or are you blind to the road you continue to take
Keep talking that tough shit we know everything about you
Where you come from, where you’ve been and where you’re about to fucking go
You see It lurks around every street corner
Every light, every stop sign
Impossible to find a road where I feel better
Never know when I’ll end up on a stretcher
Or under a white sheet, flashes of the cameras drowning me
Sometimes I feel like I gotta speed
Through life or I’ll miss everything
Paranoia
Eyes shift, I no longer exist
This can't be life, this can't be love
This can't be right, there's gotta be more
Running out of time
No more light
Keep watching your back
Ready to fight
Trying to make it to tomorrow
Even though I don’t have the energy to make it through today
But I know if you turn your back on the city, you’ll fucking die
Don’t turn your back on the city
You won’t live to regret it
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