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The Chicago Sector

by Sector

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It’s hard to try and shut off my brain Trying to find a better way to disguise who I really am Fake a smile for a while Till my last day when I’m on trial for all the things I did I struggle to find any answer to the questions that I have Why do I always feel the way I do When life has given me so much to be happy about Why can’t I move on from the past How much longer can I last I’m trying to take what life gives me Still always reminded that any second all of this could end Not enough time for my soul to mend What will I leave behind I can’t take with me all my fucking pride I can’t take with me all that I love Holding onto hope what I believe in is real Me for me besides regret what has this life given me Question the motives of these so called real people At a blink of an eye my fate could be sealed Can’t have patience for things that threaten my peace Fall to my knees praying for my release Sometimes I feel like I don’t have nothing left to give Don’t crucify me for trying to find a reason to live
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The Swarm 02:40
Any ounce of trust I had for you is dead I’ve heard the whispers and I’ve heard the rumors Nothing is true anymore and I cannot recognize the person you’ve become You let me down No loyalty no pride just another coward with no fucking spine You won’t infect this thing that is mine You won’t infect the love that is mine Nothing is sacred anymore Wish I could turn back the clock forget when you came into my life A whole bunch of sorry’s a whole bunch regrets mean nothing to me When the bodies began to drop How could you ever think you would end up on top Don’t look my way There’s nothing you could ever say To bring back the happiness of those days Do me a favor and stay the fuck away You crossed the line Thoughts of murder crossing my mind Turning into the person I hate the most I can’t see clear anymore Visions of blood hitting the floor Everything happening has happened before My ability to love is gone So many people I wish I could forget What’s done is done, wishing you were dead Don’t look my way There’s nothing you could ever say To bring back the happiness of those days Do me a favor stay the fuck away from me Don’t look my way There’s nothing you could ever say So many people I wish I could forget What’s done is done, in my eyes you’re dead So many people I wish I could forget What’s done is done, wish you were dead
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Ask me what’s my fucking problem Who would I be if I didn’t have one Hate the way shit is going down Hate the way life has kept everyone down No options and only one way out Trying to kill this cancer Where do we go? I wish I had the answers to every single question I wish I could rid this world of disease Disease is what gives this meaning What has to happen for me to shake this feeling I think about our past and what we had planned to do A never ending want to just to want something new Is this all there is? To this life That we live Where do we go When there is no one here This pain is what keeps us here What keeps us bonded No sense in fear Without you here I have nothing left Thinking about all the things left unsaid Thinking about all the signs I misread I have nothing left I don’t even fucking care Tired of asking myself what am I still doing here So close to losing it all Everything I fear runs through these tears My reflection tired of seeing it I want to smash every fucking mirror Tired of being reminded about all the things that tear at my mind Death, Tragedy, Pain, Dying memories How could we know this life would pull us under Death, tragedy and pain All these fucking dying memories
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Incinerate 02:43
Place the blame on others Force them to see only your way It’s far from the truth You’re are far from a brother Trying to make a name for yourself We know what went down We know what you did Conflicted with the reality of your mistakes Your wounds are self inflicted Hiding in your corner We know who you are You’re forgetting, we know your kind Scheming and putting on your disguise Take a hard look at yourself No matter what happens You went from friend to a foe Pushing yourself away from everyone you fucking know Hiding from the truth, everywhere you go Remember we know how it goes This is the life you that you fucking chose This is how it is Real eyes see all the lies, and you’re bout to realize That your actions hold more weight than you would know Wise to the game, we’re not the same Now my minds breeding Nothing but hate Come to know that this is my fate And it’s already to fucking late Respect from me you’ve never earned it You never had what it takes I’ll do it for my own til my last days Live my own life, this side is where I’ll stay We’ve seen them come see them go We built this for ourselves Never lived a life that wasn’t my own No matter what happens You went from friend to a foe Pushing yourself away from everyone you fucking know Hiding from the truth, everywhere you go Remember we know how it goes This is the life you that you fucking chose Never again will I let this happen Never again will I be burned Never again will I let you in Never again will I trust in you Never again will I call you a friend
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Boiling Red 02:39
Boiling Red Blood is boiling The heat is rising The hate is calling my name Thought I was denying But the only thought in my head is you that I’m killing Won’t be caught in the trap of a fools mind Lookin’ back to days where our friendship wasn’t questioned And where truth wasn’t denied With all the lies coming to light I know who’s got my back and i know its not you Having a hard time looking at you and believing what the fuck is true Won’t be caught in the trap of a fools mind Lookin back to days where our friendship wasn’t questioned And where truth wasn’t denied With all the lies coming to light Will I shoot my brains out next or yours I don’t got a clue The voices in my brain tell me what the fuck I’m gonna do What is true? Can’t be you I always thought that I knew what this meant to you What’s the point to all of this if there’s nothing left Blindsided again another knife in my chest Once looked at you like a brother and now I don’t know who you are Your words left me broken now I have to bear these scars Boiling Red Lost in your own mind Don’t know what’s real and what’s fake Lost in your own heart You never had what this life takes Got no time for people who don’t give a fuck Keep playing the fool til you’re shit outta luck The fuck is true Thought that I knew What will I do? The hate will ensue
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Look in my eyes, pain is all uou’ll see Life continues to hold me down impossible to find peace I recognize the stress To much for my brain to digest Won’t find peace with the hole in my chest Another death Another memory Blood in the streets buried deep into the concrete Venom runs deep we’re not looking for sympathy The city continues to burn We fight to be free We’re all alone This is what it is continue to run and you won’t even make it here You can cry In the mirror that life ain’t fucking fair Shut the fuck up no one cares No one does they just pretend Look out for yourself because when you need someone no one’s there Fend for yourself or you’ll be left in the dust No one to love and no one to trust Darkness of this place is all I’ve known Didn’t take me long to know we’re all alone Projecting there hate is what they’ve grown to know Protecting my life is what I’ve always known Another death Another memory Blood in the streets buried deep into the concrete Venom runs deep we’re not looking for sympathy The city continues to burn We fight to be free We’re all alone You can have that life I don’t fucking care Ducking every hardship that appears Running from failure and getting caught up If you’re not from here shut the fuck up Look out for yourself because when you need someone no one’s there Fend for yourself or you’ll be left in the dust No one to love and no one to trust Pride in the city pumps through our veins No matter the hate that flows through its heart Blood on the streets War for territory Sadness, and pain Just another city story Don’t care about fake friendships In the end it doesn’t really matter Because right now It’s only me right here In my eyes there’s no more fucking tears No more tears No more tears No more tears Another death, another memory
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You think that living this way is what we love? We had no other fucking option You have no idea what it truly feels like Keep watching over your shoulder And watch your step Take a look around and what do you see? Another stupid motherfucker claiming something he’s trying to be Be careful what you wish for you because you just might get it You can keep talking shit we already know you can’t stand by it Seen many like you come around We know what’s about to go down Just keep running your mouth Don’t want no part, just blend into the crowd Do you even care about the decisions you make Or are you blind to the road you continue to take Keep talking that tough shit we know everything about you Where you come from, where you’ve been and where you’re about to fucking go You see It lurks around every street corner Every light, every stop sign Impossible to find a road where I feel better Never know when I’ll end up on a stretcher Or under a white sheet, flashes of the cameras drowning me Sometimes I feel like I gotta speed Through life or I’ll miss everything Paranoia Eyes shift, I no longer exist This can't be life, this can't be love This can't be right, there's gotta be more Running out of time No more light Keep watching your back Ready to fight Trying to make it to tomorrow Even though I don’t have the energy to make it through today But I know if you turn your back on the city, you’ll fucking die Don’t turn your back on the city You won’t live to regret it

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Released on 12" & tape through DAZE Records
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released September 20, 2022

Recorded, engineered & mixed by Andy Nelson at Bricktop Studio
Mastered by Brad Boatright at Audiosiege
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